TOTALLY happy at that moment.
(of course then I heard someone honk at me and they waved cheering on my singing, oh my. they can hear me??!? oh well! I just laughed it off and kept on singing! haha ;D such a great memory!)
So now I'm thinking, wow, when was the last time I did that?? well... not drive the truck, but be THAT happy??
It's been a struggle since having Karlie... or maybe more like... since being pregnant? To be happy.
I WANT to be happy.. I want to feel care-fee and light again... but its like I don't know how to anymore. Its so weird. I chalk it up to the whole hormone imbalance thing that's getting worked on, anyways... the point is... I decided I needed to TRY to have MORE Happiness in EACH DAY. NOW.
Alright back to sitting in traffic, thinking about needing to be happier... Didn't people ever tell you to fake smile for a while and something chemically changes in you and you start feeling better? or people say that "laughter is medicine for the soul, its healing to laugh." So this is what the challenge is made from.
I am going to challenge myself to laugh everyday... like GUT laughing. not the polite "hee hee", but laughing for like 30minutes.
Still figuring out how to exactly set this up so that I am definitely going to have something help me laugh GOOD each day. And also SMILE more. I think everytime I wash my hands I am going to smile. probably going to creep people out, "why did that girl start smiling as she started washing her hands?? weirdo!" hahaha awe, good times are a'comin!
DO you have any good ideas or suggestions on getting that good gut-laugh that makes you cry or pee your pants? A good comedian? A funny comic strip? a hilarious movie? silly story? always make you laugh blog? please share!!!
June and July... you are going to be the happiest months of my year so far!!! I can't wait!!! :D
|bet this made you laugh!! It did for me ;D|